Chemistry Tuition, Physics, Maths Byebye

Today was my Last Chemistry tuition. T.T sobsob, it was once my favourite subject because it was science. I didn't want to give out on science even I score F in my exam, and think i still can go on but MUST put 10x effort into my current Study. I'm really ready and Standby and hope to score C in the next exam.

But suddenly get a suprise "TAWARAN", I get a "Mangkuk Besi" to let me have quality rice for my future.What will u do if u score numerous times F, will u choose this decision? I maybe the first person to do this but I afraid I cant.........., alot people know this and all advise me go, and if I choose not then they will be the whole world scold me:"STUPID"(STPD cemerlang not STPM), because this "Mangkuk Besi" have alot ppl wishes to have this because when u get in there:

1. U can have allowance when u study there......... ya no yuran and can get free money
2. U can have a good job(but I dun wan this Job i wan something more challeging like Pirate King)
3. The government will babysit u for ur whole life( this reason already make all ppl dream)
4. Automatically Degree after suffer 5 years
5. Maybe can continue Master and above if u know how to confront with gov

still got many many Advantage la, if u go ask those teachers there will tell u all advantage and don't ever hope they tell u disadvantage

After Im telling aunty Lai about my departure to get my "Mangkuk Besi", she abit shocked but still act like other teacher and say:"Ya, it's a good chance, go la." As I observed, there are 99% teachers will totally agree u to go(for the 1% I have saw 1 teacher called me to think deeply......he is...T...A...dun wan tell u) Then i give her my last Tuition fee and asked:"no hutang liao?" She replied:" Wow, see today was 2-7-2009 liao lo, u hutang me half-month fee,but nvr mind la" Then i whisper:"wah so countable, and I only come for the 1st week and u counted half-month liao." Actually I wan to speech it to her de, but I STUN, ya because I know since I saw her the 1st time I know she was a great teacher,she have some kind of AURA that all successful peoples have, will I be like her someday......I doubt..... Then she Wishes me best luck.

Lucky today got him la..... as he always absent tuition class, ya some time I agree keeping too much thing in my heart, and even without my friend knowing it, but I also human sometimes I also wan to speech it out to get relieve, so I tell my problem with him lo, dun know why today really feel more uncomfortable liaooooooooooo hope tomolo can feel better la. Ya, I'm the 1 who some times have sadness in my heart but still can smile and laugh but if u observe truly U really can feel my Bitterness.Also I'm not so pro in talking, so sometime peoples, who accompany me will be boring, but thanks for those people who have been accompany.